emo.

"i'm a bitch, deal with it"

"am i not allowed to be emo?"

"shut the fuck up"

"lantak kau la"

yes today i was a rainstorm, lightning, hurricane, twister and everything similar

you can call me all what you want

you can think of me all what you want

you can see me all what you want

i'm not perfect

i cant always hold up a smile

i cant always be nice

i'm learning how to improve myself

but the dark side shall never be silent

it rages from the inside and today is maybe half of what was released

the worse is yet to come

but i learn a lesson today

how strong one can be

if they step aside from the darkness

put aside all of the devil's talk

stop pampering the unnecessary feelings

"why cant i be selfish for one day?"

that is so cool and so acceptable when you are in the shadows

but now that the sky is clear

you've just realize how silly and stupid that sounds

and yes i'm learning from my mistakes

it just that i'm rebelling from myself on the day where me getting myself together is important

and that just ruins everybody's day

and it gets lonesome

very very but hey i choose it that way

and that's your loss

suck it up !