figuring out

you know what? my english is getting bad day by day.

why may i ask? since i have stop using it daily in my life.

yes. i admit i had used less and less english in my everyday life.

besides that, i realized i'm not what i used to be.

i used to wrote all sorts of things here.

every tiny bits of things that annoys me i shall wrote it here.

i couldn't care less of what people might think when they read my post.

but now i do care,

i care what others think and i try my best to put on a good show in front of everybody.

man its boring. it feels fake and i missed my old self.

i used to think every moments in life we should cherish it

thus explains the thousand and millions of pictures i used to love to take

but now, i think its a nuisance and a waste of memory in the camera/phone/laptop

i used to think ....

yeah i thought so, i have lost words in my life.

who have i become?